A Trifle of Negativity...

One of my first post title was named 'happy things' and was somehow meant to follow along a historical Japanese writer that wrote lists of happy/nice/acceptable things versus bad/sad/unacceptable things. I wanted to name a few things I find sad in life, and unpleasant. There might not be an order as I did not really plan on my list before writing it, but some people say that there is always order in disorder, or that disorder is a form of order. Oh well.

Waking up and have your feet hurt from the heels worn the previous day
             Having back ache from sitting too long in a car - like a back and forth to St-Jérome in a day
                       having a bad hair day
Seeing ugly people, and feeling guilty for thinking they are so
             Sitting beside smoking people
                      A girl with a cigarette between her fingers
Eating a cold soup
              Drinking a warm beer
                        Remembering the face of people, but not their names
Sitting on a bench relaxing, then notice all the ugly details of the surrounding
              Receiving a call from someone one could not care less about
                          Feeling fat after eating
Pretty hair with ugly face
              Japanese hypocrisy
                           Chinese girls gossiping about everything
Prettier people who disagree they are
          Ugly people who think they are pretty- that enters in sad thing
                        People who make me wait
Making people wait
          Waiting
                    Money


Nasty smells.          The touch of dirty things.                     Dirty apartments.

I write the last ones appart from the others because they gross me out more than the rest.